Juice WRLD and Ally Lotti.Photo: Ally Lotti/Instagram
Ally Lottiis opening up about a series of tragicpregnancy lossesshe endured as she marks the one-year anniversary of boyfriendJuice WRLD’s death.
In a since-deleted tweet posted on Friday, Lotti reportedly called the miscarriages “one of the manysecrets ive dealt w alone” alongside a series of photos showing the couple cradling her belly.
“It’s all he wanted,” she reportedlycontinued in another tweet, which has also been deleted. “We worked a lot and it took a tol [sic] on my body I was always sick. Three miscarriages and after he passed away one more due to stress … one of the first ppl to call me after he passed was my OB/GYN.”
“Times not real and it doesn’t heal,” she added inanother tweet on Tuesday.
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The “Lucid Dreams” rapper, whose real name was Jarad Anthony Higgins,died of an accidental overdose of oxycodone and codeineat age 21after suffering a seizureat Chicago’s Midway Airport last December.
Along with a series of candid Instagram Story videos chronicling how she wasfeeling about the anniversary(and some footage of her boyfriendsinging back in May 2019), Lotti shared another clip of herself and Juice WRLD “early in [their] relationship,” beginning her Tuesday caption, “No way can I write anything rn.”
“I feel each minutes of the past days n tonight like a movie from before, feeling every emotion,” she said. “I remember you told me to go back and watch this if i ever miss you … yousang me this to me for weeks, my king 🙏🏽”
" ‘Whats the catch?’ ♾🤍💔 ‘I love you forever — that means forever,’ " she added.
Ally Lotti and Juice WRLD.Kevin Mazur/Getty Images
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Juice WRLD’s mother Carmela Wallace recentlyposted a tribute to her sonon his Instagram account marking what would’ve been his 22nd birthday, writing on the Dec. 2 post in part, “He will forever be the light of my life.”
“Today, we celebrate him, his immense talent and creativity and his contributions to the world,” she added. “Through his art, he spoke his truth.”
Wallace gave a statement toTMZfollowing Juice WRLD’s death, explaining that her son had battled with a drug addiction and that the family was learning to cope with the loss.
“We loved Jarad with all of our hearts and cannot believe our time with him has been cut short. As he often addressed in his music and to his fans, Jarad battled with prescription drug dependency,” she said in a statement.
“Addiction knows no boundaries andits impact goes way beyond the person fighting it,” Wallace added. “Jarad was a son, brother, grandson, friend and so much more to so many people who wanted more than anything to see him defeat addiction.”
source: people.com
